A New and Different Path

I am on my way to work, by first day back after maternity. I am nervous for some reason. I think most of it has to do with being away from my baby all day. Also, for me this day signifies an official start to my life as a single mother (which I am trying to embrace). I have played with the idea of being celibate and I have decided to do it. I have been in some not so good relationships and it is time for me to take a break and focus on myself and my kids. I will not get into another relationship unless it is one hundred percent worth it. This is a new and different path for me. I am nervous and excited to see what it has in store for me.